Ending Work

Paid work that is.. I officially finished up work on Tuesday. How do I feel? relaxed, relieved, re- inspired, a little apprehensive about money - is there going to be enough, etc. It feels good, but it will take awhile for it to sink in that I'm not going back & in about 6 weeks I will have this little one In my arms so dependant on us both, that will open our hearts and change our lives. My last day was really no different to any other day, nothing special. God how I loathed that place, the fluro box I call it - no respect & no job satisfaction. I did not expect it & I didn't get it either after 12 months service not even a good luck card! jeez pretty stingy all I got was yeah let us know how it all goes, see ya.. Just confirms everything I already felt about the place & although I am grateful to have had a job and been able to pay the bills I really feel so free having left, like I can get my soul back, a consciousness and creative mind, just be me again.