We had paul's family Christmas party on last night and I was feeling fine so I went & I would rather be with paul then to have to call him & tell him I need him to come home being so close now. The food was nice & it was good to meet a few of his cousins I haven't met before. That will be the last trip away from home before bub is born now.I woke up with a really bad headache this morning so I had a shower some fruit and a big glass of water before going back to bed at around 9 & probably got up again about 12ish and the headache was still bad so I had to resort to taking 2 panadol, I have pretty much avoided taking any drugs at all during this pregnancy so this was a last resort. It made the headache go away but made me feel so tired I had to go have a sleep. I am feeling a bit cranky & resentful at the moment, I am a little anxious about how I will cope during labour & of family not respecting that this is our special time & making comments that they will be at the hospital waiting - Um I don't think so! even though it has been made very clear that we do not want anyone at the hospital that we haven't specifically invited, It is important to me that I am free of time constraints and as we never have this time again I make no apologies for how I feel nor should I. So I have made the decision there is no way we will be telling anyone I am in labour.
